Who am I?

Am I the person that raises the sun or the one that brings deathly chills?
I'm the one you believe you know but underneath you'll won't find much hope.
Am I the one that jokes, plays, dosn't mean anything by it but emotionally kills?
I'm the one you want to trust but can't, because i'm an asshole and you can't cope.

Am I the stranger that walks by, you think you know, but shrug off for some reason?
I'm the one thats less then average, nothing special, nothing amazing, nothing worth appeasing.
Am I the kind of person that thinks, never acts and is always thinking of treason?
I'm the one that dosn't care about anyone, and dosn't give a damn about anything.

Am I the kind of person that would write things down, tell the truth or maybe lie?
I am the kind of person that would do things one way and tell others a different tale.
Am I really the kind of person I have been describing this whole time, am I really a bad guy?
I am some what this person, some what that person, but all you need to know is I will prevail.

-Nick